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 ear itched like that just when I'm about to say cheese!

WHERE THERE IS LOSS, THERE IS ALWAYS A NEW BEGINNING

I would like to start of with a disclaimer: I am not a writer (not even close)! It's the first time I'm writing a blog and my mind are just circling around like a lunatic starving flies about to devour into a feast of shi*s. The fact that my faith has again tested by our Creator, added astronomical disarrays of my every neuron makes it a lot more difficult to focus on. So forgive me if this first (yeah as if there will be a second) blog entry may read as nonsense as Mr. Bean's corniest silent jokes.

As much as I wanted to vent out, to unload this enormous sadness and heaviness from my heart to bring myself up to euphoria doesn't seemed like a very good way to start. Aside from the feeling of relief is quite short and temporary, sad truth is, not everyone would really care and listen to a miserable tales of life. So I might as well trying to be happy or at least pretend to be even though deep down, the excruciating pain of loss is killing me inside. I love to believe that I'm now in the process of moving on (yeah I really loved to believe that!) and looking for reasons as to why certain bad things happens not only once but, twice...

As I began writing this blog, I am also starting a brand new life by looking at it with different perspectives, full of high hopes and with positivity in full circle. So allow me by welcoming myself in and wish me good luck in the world of BLOG. Cheers!

~Chewwie Wowld~

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